Broken Reflection

 

overthinking, ruptured understanding
losing my mind for the solution
letting go of the need for an answer
is it what I don't see
or something I'm not ready to hear
yet in light of my will to best deduce
is it in the promise or theology that seems unclear?

when all I'm left is the question as to why
knowing love through the eyes of loss and letting go
the faith of what I longed for disappointed
for all the hope of what I do and do not know

short sighted by this blind reality of perception
how do I trust anything that I see
when life feels like deception
having faith is not without the consequence of what might be

lost inside the mirror
is it the glass or reflection that is broken
i am one with the fractures
what's left to say or better left unspoken?

finding the courage to hope again
despite the way it all fell apart
whether or not my faith is to the point that I can raise the dead
I still trust in the love of the Father to heal a broken heart

the end is not the end
and our best days are yet to be
even in the midst of darkness
there is light beyond what I can see...